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Not a Typical Homewrecking Niteflirt Journal.
[Conspiracy of Terran Alien Myth, Discovering If Chief Joseph Sr and Jr are Legitimate Ancestors]
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[homewrecked] Audio Narrative.
[My husband randy allen hartman Photos of Alleged Children]
Burned
I realize all players are burned, key players legitimately hunting care in covering trax. Sorry ur sects let u down, but did u think they were going to let u win?
In making me un-hypnotizable doctors understood double edge sword. Dr.s worried about Me retrieving memory through use of hypnosis. Dr.s aware there was a 10% chance of resurfacing memories.
dr's recommendation keep me in heightened states of fear through use of mental, emotional, sexual, and physical abuse. Proceed with training eventually I'll crack, flip, or switch.
memories are here no one is innocent, and I'm perverted for all to witness ready for Queen B or Chosan Honey my name has duality. I am split down center, and I am in control. I feel tremors around u, scary huh? How ya gunna contain Me Muthafucka??
Why sects summoned beast in hopes I'd destroy myself in process in making a mess seem random.
How many times must I reiterate, I am in control. u make Me smile with persistence :). I'm challenging nefarious entities that don't exist? My very existence makes “them” upset. Why? Theoretically I shouldn't exist people who want me dead have damn near 2 feet in grave already. Thank u for doing “them” a favor how have they poisoned u over years? Ingesting substances unknown.
I'm a certified hunter hit me with ur best shot :) Welcome to My Court darlings ready to play? Wanna meet on road, highway, cafe, supermarket.
Aw.
half past monkeyballs awkward.
How I survived
I never believed my level of torture was real. If I believed my torture was real I would have died. My mind did not register laboratory clinical sadomasochistic testing bullshit as real.
drowning, burning, waterboarding, electro therapy, and drug stimulation specific speed, blended with lsd, heroin..quite a Nazi cocktail. T
hat blend formed a protective barrier around my psychosis shielded my core personality, but drugs certainly did damage.
I acknowledge shit I endured is real and all sides will pay. Those who tried to put me under, and those who summoned deadly beast. I feel blood pouring out my chest, and I want REVENGE! Wanted beast, military imprint, and another..
written somewhere in journal. Many evils compartmentalized from one another makes Me a Titan, and Titans overthrew gods and goddesses. I'm a certified Titan of fire and forged Excalibur. I'm going to rite, ur wrong. I know My level of power is intimidating, and I am potential energy who reaches solar. Think I don't know?
Murder - dream
I had a dream 2007…randy allen hartman witnesses a murder my father committed. Incident happened 2 miles from randy allen hartman's workplace Puget sound naval shipyard Bremerton, wa.
My father bruce cho shot this man point blank, and looked rather satisfied. The body hauled away on motorboat. I dream vividly, and when I discuss dreams most ask am I on or have I ever tried lsd the answer is no.
Narrative
I'm telling my story, giving narrative, and hope people will see how narrow we become towards partner. Abuse happens as children meaning boys and girls. We are not taught how to properly communicate, and due to lack of life skill we suffer emotional deficits, immaturity, and lack of frontal lobe. Breakdown barriers of shame, open levels of communication by pulling gender out of equation. Only then can we see how different we aren't.
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