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Yes, I believe in Entities such Demons, Angels, Werewolves, and Vampires oh My! Where does belief stem from?
Knowing more exists feeling passed relatives, ancestors, and remembering My First Guardian Dudley.
Yes, Dudley my imaginary friend from 3 to 8 when he left Me. Who was Dudley? he looked like Sigmond Freud but had British accent.
Dudley watched over Me.. didn't stop ass whoppings, but I feel an emotional outlet for abuse endured.
I have to look at possibilities.
In My dream Dudley's carried off by a rain storm!! Honestly, in bed doesn't have a clue. Screaming at the top of my lungs but my voice drowned by wind and rain.
“Dudley, don't leave me!!”
I woke drenched in tears 8 yrs old looking like a puffer fish. Dudley could have been My first compartmentalization.
Dudley code for shield, empathic protection, embeds abandonment My first personality.
Stone Jade Myth about Jade snaps before an accident. I busted many Jade rings, and had a thick once perfect bracelet now cracked. A decorative piece held in Honor of Ajumma.
Ajumma's love protects, a love truly from beyond. Reminding me, I am Love. My Daughter and I are Dragons and Phoenix's. Meant to be torn apart.
A complicated tale.