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blog:2023:0109_had_i_d_known

Had I'd known..

Oddities about me born on new/black moon, mercury in retro, and Venus in cancer. Considered oddities or rarities in natal chart.

Time putting ink to paper and try to close out mystery. Key people I need are dead only me left in solving looming cloud in my wake.

Fucked shit future x has said, “I'm holy grail, golden chalis, blood of Christ, and fountain of youth.” Illuminati masonic ties families are established.

Abused I was..(muthafuckas, pity I don't need fucking read..) Tried to beat one thing which could not be extinguished in me My Love.

Why pervert, Debase, or pollute Me? I was meant for greater good my love spanning global status.

Time for true dawn of era and stopping old error. Tyrannical bastards to bad u've lost on my account.

Trust process has been achieved with John Morgan. I met John online and he mentored me with energy work. Began meditative lesson plan and was at merkaba level in under 2 years.

Began 2008 house meditation where we met in astral field/plane. Basic idea I took south side and John took west side. Pulling negative energy into house as much house could stand literally busting at seams.

Send back into universe for transmutation hence creating positive energy philosophy. Best work I've ever been involved.

Odd weather events encountered

Mount St Helens 5-18-1980 I was 2 years 9 months 4 days

5+1+8+1+9+8+0= 23 2+3=5

Manhattan KS great flood of 1993. Length of flood from May thru September 93. we were leaving for West Virginia in September.

West Virginia experienced 2 state of emergency snowstorms in 94-95. 3 months of school cancelled.

Moved to Japan October 2, 2008. Energy kept me fed moving magma, volcanic activity, and consistent change. Maintained and sustained me. roosevelt step dad suffers heart attack day B4 I and Mer leave for Japan. Trust zero love lost.

1+2+2+8= 12 1+2 = 3

April 6 2010 went to San Antonio for a visit. Visit April 6th through 20th rain fell 11 days during visit, April 19th day B4 leaving San Antonio gulf leak happens. heather comments most rain I've seen since 93. Apparently I bring rain

4+1+9+2+1= 23 2+3=5

March 11th 2011 Fukushima explodes right along with earthquake. 176 miles from yokosuka. My future ex-husband calls me from barge asking, “did I create earthquake?”

1+7+6= 14 1+4= 5

3+1+1+2+1+1= 9

Aftershocks I was able to measure on Richter scale I was usually off by one or two points.

Leaving Japan in 2013 put me back at ground zero. Points of energy changed depleted in many respects.

Now where I'm located, I can't find John.

I thought cousin would be a better link due to blood. We were always close I wanted Chris for my brother. Someone I truly adored and my hero in many respects gave me courage and confidence.

I hoped cousin would join in journey, but absolute fail. The feeling cousin and I could pull Chief Joseph SR. and JR. Having bloodlines of past and present fill 4 corners of house make Tesla coil efficient on every level with Family.

Twin souls fuck our astrological charts damn near identical. Perfect alignment in several areas. We had so many twilight zone moments. Ability to speak telepathically, say same things at same time. Our common phrase, “get out of my head” We haven't seen one another in 28 yrs, and I dress like my cousin.

I am brain cousin absolute brawn. I was 7 and cousin 12 we decided to race obstacle course. I won cousin accused me of cheating last event climbing pole..when I reached top I slid down pole! Cousin had issues, cuz he literally climbed down pole. Heh.

Speed up 26 yrs. I finally reach my cousin things kick off like old times, time never passed. I bring up meditation/energy transmutation. He brings up sex magic…*ugh* Male brain

I asked, “why not try with current partner?” Where things went sideways. I always thought cousin and I were meant to save planet I felt we were wonder twins from justice league.

My cousin's theory we are supposed to have a child to save planet earth. Oh, fuck I lost my shit.

I have never thought about my cousin in such a capacity.

If my cousin harmed me in any capacity my brain shutdown, blacked out memory and suffers amnesia on some level. He eludes something happened and expects me to call him out. Simple questions turn to an interrogation.

Which makes zero sense for me, but has meaning for him. Chris if u did anything to hurt or harm me might as well fess up. Time of statutory of limitations is up I can't prosecute u. Pride ur biggest sin

We are 5 years 0 months 9 days apart cousin's birthday and future ex's birthday same date

5+9= 14 1+4= 5

8-5-1972

         9 yrs exactly between chris and 
         randy

8-5-1981

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