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blog:2023:0109_had_i_d_known [01/09/2023 22:36] – [Had I'd known..] Alisssandra | blog:2023:0109_had_i_d_known [01/14/2023 15:07] – [Had I'd known..] Alisssandra | ||
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Oddities about me born on new/black moon, mercury in retro, and Venus in cancer. Considered oddities or rarities in natal chart. | Oddities about me born on new/black moon, mercury in retro, and Venus in cancer. Considered oddities or rarities in natal chart. | ||
- | I've been thinking time to put ink to paper and try to close out mystery. Key people I need are dead only me left in solving looming cloud in my wake. | + | Time putting |
- | Fucked shit my future x has said, " | + | Fucked shit future x has said, " |
- | Abused I was..(muthafuckas, | + | Abused I was..(muthafuckas, |
Why pervert, Debase, or pollute Me? I was meant for greater good my love spanning global status. | Why pervert, Debase, or pollute Me? I was meant for greater good my love spanning global status. | ||
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+ | Time for true dawn of era and stopping old error. Tyrannical bastards to bad u've lost on my account. | ||
Trust process has been achieved with John Morgan. I met John online and he mentored me with energy work. Began meditative lesson plan and was at merkaba level in under 2 years. | Trust process has been achieved with John Morgan. I met John online and he mentored me with energy work. Began meditative lesson plan and was at merkaba level in under 2 years. | ||
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Odd weather events encountered | Odd weather events encountered | ||
- | Mount St Helens 5-18-1980 I was 3 months | + | Mount St Helens 5-18-1980 I was 2 years 9 months |
5+1+8+1+9+8+0= 23 2+3=5 | 5+1+8+1+9+8+0= 23 2+3=5 | ||
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Manhattan KS great flood of 1993. Length of flood from May thru September 93. we were leaving for West Virginia in September. | Manhattan KS great flood of 1993. Length of flood from May thru September 93. we were leaving for West Virginia in September. | ||
- | West Virginia experienced 2 state of emergency snowstorms in 94-95. | + | West Virginia experienced 2 state of emergency snowstorms in 94-95. 3 months |
- | Moved to Japan October 2, 2008. Energy kept me fed moving magma, volcanic activity, and consistent change. Maintained and sustained me. | + | Moved to Japan October 2, 2008. Energy kept me fed moving magma, volcanic activity, and consistent change. Maintained and sustained me. roosevelt step dad suffers heart attack day B4 I and Mer leave for Japan. Trust zero love lost. |
1+2+2+8= 12 1+2 = 3 | 1+2+2+8= 12 1+2 = 3 | ||
- | April 6 2010 went to San Antonio for a visit. Visit April 6th through 20th rain fell 11 days during visit, April 19th day B4 leaving San Antonio gulf leak happens. | + | April 6 2010 went to San Antonio for a visit. Visit April 6th through 20th rain fell 11 days during visit, April 19th day B4 leaving San Antonio gulf leak happens. |
4+1+9+2+1= 23 2+3=5 | 4+1+9+2+1= 23 2+3=5 | ||
March 11th 2011 Fukushima explodes right along with earthquake. 176 miles from yokosuka. My future ex-husband calls me from barge asking, "did I create earthquake?" | March 11th 2011 Fukushima explodes right along with earthquake. 176 miles from yokosuka. My future ex-husband calls me from barge asking, "did I create earthquake?" | ||
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+ | 1+7+6= 14 1+4= 5 | ||
3+1+1+2+1+1= 9 | 3+1+1+2+1+1= 9 | ||
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I thought cousin would be a better link due to blood. We were always close I wanted Chris for my brother. Someone I truly adored and my hero in many respects gave me courage and confidence. | I thought cousin would be a better link due to blood. We were always close I wanted Chris for my brother. Someone I truly adored and my hero in many respects gave me courage and confidence. | ||
- | Twin souls fuck our astrological charts damn near identical. Perfect alignment in several areas. We had so many twilight zone moments we referred such moments. Ability to speak telepathically, | + | I hoped cousin would join in journey, but absolute fail. The feeling cousin and I could pull Chief Joseph SR. and JR. Having bloodlines of past and present fill 4 corners of house make Tesla coil efficient on every level with Family. |
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+ | Twin souls fuck our astrological charts damn near identical. Perfect alignment in several areas. We had so many twilight zone moments. Ability to speak telepathically, | ||
I am brain cousin absolute brawn. I was 7 and cousin 12 we decided to race obstacle course. I won cousin accused me of cheating last event climbing pole..when I reached top I slid down pole! Cousin had issues, cuz he literally climbed down pole. Heh. | I am brain cousin absolute brawn. I was 7 and cousin 12 we decided to race obstacle course. I won cousin accused me of cheating last event climbing pole..when I reached top I slid down pole! Cousin had issues, cuz he literally climbed down pole. Heh. | ||
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My cousin' | My cousin' | ||
- | I have thought about my cousin in such a capacity. | + | I have never thought about my cousin in such a capacity. |
If my cousin harmed me in any capacity my brain shutdown, blacked out memory and suffers amnesia on some level. He eludes something happened and expects me to call him out. Simple questions turn to an interrogation. | If my cousin harmed me in any capacity my brain shutdown, blacked out memory and suffers amnesia on some level. He eludes something happened and expects me to call him out. Simple questions turn to an interrogation. | ||
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Which makes zero sense for me, but has meaning for him. Chris if u did anything to hurt or harm me might as well fess up. Time of statutory of limitations is up I can't prosecute u. Pride ur biggest sin | Which makes zero sense for me, but has meaning for him. Chris if u did anything to hurt or harm me might as well fess up. Time of statutory of limitations is up I can't prosecute u. Pride ur biggest sin | ||
- | We are 5 years 7 months 9 days. | + | We are 5 years 0 months 9 days apart cousin' |
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+ | 5+9= 14 1+4= 5 | ||
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+ | 8-5-1972 | ||
+ | 9 yrs exactly between chris and | ||
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+ | 8-5-1981 | ||
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- | 5+7+9= 21 2+1=3 | ||
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