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Not a Typical Homewrecking Niteflirt Journal.
[Conspiracy of Terran Alien Myth, Discovering If Chief Joseph Sr and Jr are Legitimate Ancestors]
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[homewrecked] Audio Narrative.
[My husband randy allen hartman Photos of Alleged Children]
[Fuck] signs
7:33 pm.
Last 2 pics taken on 3-6-2023
3+6+2+2+3= 16 1+6= 7
1+7+7+8+9= 32 3+2= 5
Reduced insurance to…75.36….
7+5+3+6= 21 2+1= 3....
Shipping number
8-22-26 8:21am 2
8-22-26 11:48 am 5
8-22-26 6:33 pm 3
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8-22-26 8:21am 2
8-22-26 11:48 am 5
8-22-26 6:33 pm 3
253 area code of home.
Ugggh 112 emily wallgren's birthday complete catfish. Fuck universe has something to say….
8-28 6:14 pm
Fuck My Life
So I need to research 1975, march, 1989…77 and April .. what am I going to find….89 I was 12.. 1975 2 yrs before I was a thought what is significant? Ugh, fuck me sideways!
Means hypnotic regression… hypnosis does not work. I want to say, “I have to much willpower.” I have to bare in mind nazi doctors took preventive measures in scrambling, rewiring, or barricading from recovering memory.
Like all things buried memory will rise to surface. A process needing careful excavation.
fuck pricey randy hartman
4:48 pm
Federal us Tax ID: 25-1814034
randy hartman with jann hartman
randy hartman's birth certificate
randy Allen hartman's Tacoma student i.d
861 whitetail run Somerset ky terms cash 16,964
randy hartman: Girl shoes 123.96
2010 ferretti yacht 740,399
Keybase7@randy7.com
randy hartman Nike air max 95 ess
Asking Me to mail birth cert and social
Woodies floor restoration 23,880
randy hartman's mother jann hartman purchased iphone SE 64 gb for son
randy hartman's letter of resignation
randy hartman's Norton protection 489
Kung Fu panda
8:00 am….
I am secret ingredient:)… I thought I needed help utilizing Tesla coil. I am what I need :) My Mentor John, training wheel :) Time for My dreams to happen :).
I hate cliches … Guilty pleasure.. My bad.
Tesla coil having ability in welding coil for positive or negative energy.
Since, I'm not being fed drugs, I have access to pineal gland. greatest fears brought to life, I don't need faces, energy is enough locked and ready for target.
Should have left Me alone, I'm not a science project. Attacked My Family… daughter and granddaughter.
Pushed enough? Got what u NEED? Well, I've just started..now here is My Response..I'm beginning with randy hartman and his family.
Then taking out My father bruce, mimi, dex, and her worthless husband. Pin super natural death on My Ass. I'd like like to see anyone try.
u wanted a super natural killer. Id say, “u have one” Just not one u'd hoped…
mommy, I'm coming for u also after shaking shit out My Daughter. Not once, not 2x, but 3x I'm leaving u a human fucking vegetable.
Consider My gift a precious mercy. Called Me a Demonic Abomination…
What happens when hypothesis is no longer theory becomes reality?
Instead of allowing Me to evolve, scientists created unnatural.
Chris, stand in My Way..u will deal with consequences.
Fuck y'all…..
Want order out of chaos? I'll have My Peace, and leaving rest in Pieces.
Sweet dreams
Sherman
5:10 pm
What isn't told in Sherman's obituary married three times and recovering drug addict. As if Sherman didn't have a life before going back to third wife.
Ironically enough I hold to Sherman's beliefs no matter what wrong he is done in life. Sherman made no qualms about who he was then.
Right or wrong Sherman was 98.7% honest. Sherman helped save my life. My mother didn't understand how Sherman went out of his way to save my life.
My mother wracked in her jealousy. Something was always wrong with my mother. A good example of my mother from Mommy dearest “no wire hangers”
Sigh...
12:56 pm.
Writing about trauma feels more traumatic. Admitting physical, sexual, and emotional abuse. My high school senior thesis about very topic.
I am my own case study. Lends in my shame of having to write pleasantries in growing up.
I hate reflection looking into a mirror having eyes cast upon my fractured soul. Cringing knowing how dismembered, disconnected, and segmented. Mind, heart, and body 3 paralleled entities.
What writing perspective to use? Love feeling indecisive.. Normally I'm indecisive about dinner. paradox people feel I'm put together. Heh!
I stand str-8, eerily quiet, and didn't realize how my quietness unnerves others. Then again when I speak umm. People wouldn't expect to hear words fly from my lips rather shocking, grotesque, and realistic. Then I revert into my shell.
Truthfully, I dress like a bum living for comfort, my hair always a mess, but always clean I love smelling fragrant.
Favorite fragrances: Angel, amber, hypnotic poison, and be delicious.
Love soft citrus, vanilla, bergamot, lime. Harsh artificial scents make me gag. My hair, nails, and soft skin. My skin feels like silk,
I touch others with feather light delicacy. The same fashion grandmother Cho touched me. I miss my grandmother's touch velvety hands ever so gentle. Touch is important and meaningful.
Unfortunately, I'm afraid allowing others to touch me. If around family I'm comfortable with I'm alright with touch. if people look inside out others would be frightened in what's viewed.
I'm not looking forward to pain, depression, and feeling physically ill. Fuck path to self healing is fucking over rated.
I need to make changes. I'm sick of beating my head against wall apparently I haven't learned shit. If I'm repeating same fucking mistakes.
I want to feel complete, whole, and healthy having ability to walk away from anything unhealthy in My world. Ability in utilizing Tesla coil, I am receiver and transmitter took Me a long time in figuring mystery.
I hope thought scares whom tried controlling Me. A lil late in game..I've been meditating and transmuting. Clearing negative trees helpful Sakura, dogwood, willow, magnolia, redwood, Sequoia.
I planted meditative trees, trees are flourishing 17 yrs of growth.
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