blog:2017:1103_childhood_memories
Differences
This shows you the differences between two versions of the page.
Both sides previous revisionPrevious revisionNext revision | Previous revision | ||
blog:2017:1103_childhood_memories [03/28/2019 07:29] – Alisssandra | blog:2017:1103_childhood_memories [10/09/2022 20:29] (current) – Alisssandra | ||
---|---|---|---|
Line 1: | Line 1: | ||
====== childhood memories ====== | ====== childhood memories ====== | ||
- | x-chromosome tried to kill me.I don't know the story, | + | x-chromosome tried to kill me.I don't know the story, but mind compiles fragments. y-chromosome promised x-chromosome marriage, to give up second child for adoption.x-chromo has tacky ring. Anything for love. |
- | but mind compiles fragments. y-chromosome promised x-chromosome marriage, to give up second child for adoption. | + | |
- | x-chromo has tacky ring. Anything for love. | + | |
y-chromo, had arranged marriage in Korea. y-chromo wanted to fuck x-chromo, and x found his wedding photo. | y-chromo, had arranged marriage in Korea. y-chromo wanted to fuck x-chromo, and x found his wedding photo. | ||
When marriage did not happen, x-chromo hated me. | When marriage did not happen, x-chromo hated me. | ||
+ | |||
After adoption, non marriage x-chromo wanted double suicide. | After adoption, non marriage x-chromo wanted double suicide. | ||
Plan take sleeping pills go driving, and hoped we died. | Plan take sleeping pills go driving, and hoped we died. | ||
+ | |||
She did not want to go by herself. | She did not want to go by herself. | ||
- | Apparently x found God, and somehow in her finding god saved me? | + | Apparently x found God, and somehow in her finding god saved me? Age 3 1/2. Standing on toilet goofed off, hit head on porcelain tub. |
- | Age 3 1/2. Standing on toilet goofed off, hit head on porcelain tub. | + | |
x-chromo getting ready for work. | x-chromo getting ready for work. | ||
She tells babysitter not to let me sleep, I hit head on side of tub. | She tells babysitter not to let me sleep, I hit head on side of tub. | ||
x-chromosome told me, "If I fell asleep, I might not wake up." | x-chromosome told me, "If I fell asleep, I might not wake up." | ||
+ | |||
Age 4 my first encounter with speed. | Age 4 my first encounter with speed. | ||
- | I ate every pill x-chromosome had in bag, and thought I was being sneaky by eating candy. | + | I ate every pill x-chromosome had in bag, and thought I was being sneaky by eating candy. end result not taken to hospital, x-chromosome and buddies kept watch over me to make sure I didn't have heart attack. |
- | end result not taken to hospital, x-chromosome and buddies kept watch over me to | + | Age 6 first encounter with laxatives, on toilet for 4 days..I' |
- | make sure I didn't have heart attack. | + | |
- | Age 6 first encounter with laxatives, on toilet for 4 days.. | + | |
- | I'll skip over gruesome tramatic events. | + | |
age 21 last time x-chomo put hands on me, two weeks after birthday. | age 21 last time x-chomo put hands on me, two weeks after birthday. | ||
A blood bath between us, what made this time different. | A blood bath between us, what made this time different. | ||
+ | |||
I called police. Traumatic abuse has left one hell of a memory. | I called police. Traumatic abuse has left one hell of a memory. | ||
x-chromosome conveniently forgets, but forget, I do not. | x-chromosome conveniently forgets, but forget, I do not. | ||
- | {{tag>critical}} | + | {{tag>niteflirt}} |
- | {{keywords> | + | |
+ | {{keywords> | ||
blog/2017/1103_childhood_memories.1553758140.txt.gz · Last modified: 03/28/2019 07:29 by Alisssandra