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+Touchy subjects dealt now I have an opportunity to discuss what I've delayed for years. After 45 years reflecting upon repercussions of cause and effect.
+What caused me not to trust, how abuse fucked me over, yes, silence is evil. Silence helps perpetrator get away with murder. By not taking a proactive stance I allowed others to be hurt.
+Shame comes with territory not wanting others knowing what I suffered at hands of others. Not wanting to be seen differently, not wanting pity, sorry from people who wouldn't understand. Even worse called a liar.
+Not my shame to bare, I had zero control in what happened to me as a toddler and child by my parents, cousin, and uncle. Vile acts for myself caused disassembled disassociation, compartmentalization, add, ADHD, panic, anxiety, paranoia, and ocd.
+I don't need diagnosis from a doctor. I live in myself, I know myself better than most know me. I'm more vocal not graphic in smoke shack confessional.