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 Apparently a gifted child, even worse a gift from cosmos. Blessed with cursed intelligence. After 45 years of trying to pervert, taint, and pollute me with unnatural beliefs blew up in unknown faces.
-Blueprints, Imprints, and programs failed. Princess and pea, Wizard of oz, Alice in Wonderland Storybook, muscle, emotional, and mental Manipulation, and killing of Serial kind.
+Blueprints, Imprints, and programs failed. Princess and pea, Wizard of oz, Alice in Wonderland Storybook programming, muscle, emotional, and mental Manipulation, and trained for killing of Serial kind.
 Should have expected me a bit earlier meaning 5-10 minutes. Might have lucked out having supernatural killer who'd never leave compound.
-Had I'd been a solidified double leo with Scorpio ascendant. Having cusp on Scorpio/Sagittarius gives mutability. Meaning Conscious...
+Had I'd been a solidified double leo with Scorpio ascendant zero conscious, regret, moral. Having cusp on Scorpio/Sagittarius gives mutability. Meaning Conscious...
 I have amazing duality: born on new moon or black moon. Mercury in retro, year of Fire Snake, Chinese ascendant goat or lamb pending on region. Western astrology Scorpio 27 degrees cusping Sagittarian. Venus in cancer defeats scope of killing ability to look into someone.
-I suppose most wanted to doubt any level of humanity in me. Jokes on people involved. Since parameters observe, record, and detail. Neutralize hoping I don't fully wake.
+most wanted to doubt any level of humanity in me. Jokes on people involved. Since parameters are observe, record, and detail. Neutralize hoping I don't fully wake.
-I've experienced loss, pain, humiliation, and detrimental social experiments. I'm not gunna tell anyone to stop. My life is not publicized for media sake, but dissected.
+I've experienced loss, pain, humiliation, and detrimental social experiments. I'm not gunna tell anyone to stop. All situations helped me become formidable, adaptable, and flexible. My life is not publicized for media sake, but certainly dissected for study.
 randy hartman said, "he'd destroy my mind to be a perfect vegetable." I don't keep any illusion of privacy, everything surveilled and monitored.