No, longer will u be a thought after today randy hartman. I need to process my pain, anguish, and disconnection. Faceted compartmentalization held me back from being a complete Individual.

I must have ample of self love, confidence, and esteem. Everything u'll never be randy hartman hates Me bc I'm what u will never be self described words above u'll never rep.

Pretentious and pompous sorry ass beliefs. I'm sorry u'll miss Me writing about u.

Time in climbing attic and clearing out what I don't need anymore. I don't want traumatized laced memories bombarding mind.

I need peace of mind time in bringing Melissa out so she's not afraid of Sun anymore. Funny a name I don't identify using not with anyone or myself.

A stubborn, willful, and chaotic child much love is necessary. I think I'm ready to nurture Melissa giving guidance and direction.