I hate how people write me off as stuck up, snobby, and above others. No one stops to think about what may have given cause or effect into a person's behavior. I'm a contradiction shy but shocking.

I'm so quiet when I do speak what I say is unexpected and completely out of left field. Sounds right for a left handed individual.

I was beaten as a toddler, child, adolescence severed me drastically. As a result I'm disconnected from people. Suffering issues of trust, I trust few, and keep people at arms length.

Hence my sideline job over phone. Sexual abuse caused issues with intimacy. My attitude….we've had sex, now what? The given feeling is fleeing. Fucking is one thing..what happens later is another.

Fear causes my panic….set different from others I'm on high alert. What people presume about me is quite funny.